Kriti vaasan's sir's class Ramana Maharshi Sun 25 April 2021

 Asmita .  
Asmi = aham is implied .
Simple existence, the Being , the fact of simple existence is asmita . The I am ness .
If you want to know the external world, you need mind and sense organs . But to know yourself , nothing is required . No

mind, no sense organs.  However, you will know the world better if you know yourself in depth .
Asmita ka,la = awareness of ' I am ' . This is the constant light that glows all the time. Through its illumination  

everything is seen. Illuminated .
The Yin and Yang . The Shiva and Shakti . vyaapaaram of this world - is seen through this chaitanya shakti .
srishti drishti vaadam . drishti comes first and then srishti happens . Observer dependent reality like quantum physics .

I catches hold of anyata , other than itself . Thoughts rush in and we get into the wakeful state . This transition state

is very important for the saadhaka . For, it's the Self itself . We dont' even notice it .
German Lady . Wrote a book . " Hunting the Eye " . ( Amazon search ) . This is the way to catch the Self . True self. You

need to catch it . WILLED ? Is it possible to to Will ?  Who is ' I' ?

Bhagawan quotes, ' Tripura Rahasyam ' . The state between ONE thought and another thought - is awareness .  The Gap and

expand the gap . PUre awareness tranforms into aham and idam . OUr mind is the compound status of aham and idam . Summa

Iru is not possible for most of us. All the saadhana is about removing all IDAM and remaining with the Aham . Catch hold

of Aham and go back to the source. This is the door way . Knock on this .
Awareness through the senses carries us to the world and makes us believe this is all real . You are multiplying yourself

in all that is ' seen '.
unnadu naarbadu . Constant reflection of yourself . nuvvu leka pothe choosedi ledu .
Aham should be extricated from idam and stay with the self . Asmita kala is the first one . Prasnopanishad .
idam leaves you . But asmita kala ( I awareness ) does not leave .
be without leaving yourself . ?Cling to your sense of I . This is all the saadhana is required .
Stay with it . Then, one day , you will see that there is no separate self .
Sakti is all creating all this .
Mani pravaaLam style . Start using Mani PravaaLam style .
Remove all ' aalambanam' s , all support structures and stand naked in front of the self . Only truth remains .
Be like space . Every idam has association with space . But space itself has no association with space .
Pari poorna aananda sthiti . Nissabdam is not mounam . Nissabda is prior to manisfestation . Before Big Bang .
Got to go back to the source . Leave all associations . And go back .

You have to leave behind all this ' chalam ' . And get back to nischalam . Asmita Kala . That is the important .
You already taken a manifestation . You have taken this human body . You have forgotten your true nature . Light of Asmita

is glowing all the time . Get back to it . Get the scent and fragrance of it . Leave behind everything . Merge with that.